#thoughtsninire

Pero honestly, i’m doing quite alright. He did what I cannot do even though I’ve wanted to to do it for a very very long time now (but I can’t because I thought he would change). But, I’ve been extremely happy with everything that has happened to me since he left. A lot of awesome things happened! My friends never left my side, the new and the old ones. They were my rock, they kept me happy. They made me feel important, everything you didn’t do when you started to ignore me. And for that I am forever grateful. 

I want to be happy for you, I really do. But breaking up with me over chat was really low (despite the length of the message). If you really did love me, you would think that I deserve a proper goodbye. But until the very end, you never had time for me (the main reason why we fought all the time). My friends told me I don’t deserve all the shit you’ve put me through. And I’m beginning to believe them. But I don’t regret the time we had together because I’ve learned a lot. I’ve learned to not carelessly give your all to someone because people will break you in the end. I’ve also learned that not every goodbye leads to sorrow. Because I feel so free and so happy right now.

So to you, if you ever read this. I hope you’re fine with the fact that we didn’t get proper closure (which is okay i guess since i really don’t want to be near you again sorry lmao). I’m sorry if I wasn’t enough for you, or if I was too much. And thank you for the memories, the really good ones, and of course, for breaking me, i guess it’s true that for you to learn shit, you really have to learn it the hard way. 

BYE FOREVER, LOZER JK HAHA I’M GONNA BURN UR PICS AND CURSE U DEJOKE LANG HAHA

PS: Don’t be a dickhead to the next girl you fall in love with and make her feel loved, even after all the panliligaw and even though na magkalayo kayo. Kasi putangina masakit na hindi maramdaman yun sa taong mahal mo :) 

PPS. CHOOSE THE ADVICE YOU’LL FOLLOW. NOT EVERY ADVICE IS GOOD FOR YOU. I KNOW YOU’RE BETTER THAN THAT. ALAM KONG MABAIT KA AND MABUTI KANG KAIBIGAN (di lang talaga marunong magmahal awtsuu jk)