#thoughtsfromacynicr

What will I do?

[I am approaching all of these as notes he pretty much leaves to himself.]

Send ✉ for an 2 AM text

[text]: Insomnia should suck my dick. I am so tired I can’t sleep. 

Send ✘ for an unsent text

[saved to drafts]: Am I ever going to get my shit together?

Send ☠ for a threatening message

[text]: No matter what, I am gonna be good at the meeting today. If I annoy Enjy I will do the right thing and kick my own ass.

Send ❤ for a lusty/loving/affectionate message

[text]: I need to invest in better lube and porn. Cause this cheap shit is just…not doing it anymore. 

Send ♣ for a drunk message

[text]: Why does no 1 see how much it hurts 2 b me?

Tag, you’re it!!

Rule 1: Post the rules

Rule 2: Answer the questions the tagger asked you, then make 11 new ones

Rule 3: Tag 11 people and link them to your post

Rule 4: Let them know you’ve tagged them

I was tagged by: probablycuzistartedtheapocalypse

1.     If you had to give up five years of life to go on a date with your favorite actor, where would you go/what would you do?     I would like to do something fun, like go to an amusement park, and then when the day was done, snuggle up on the couch and watch a movie. Nothing too fancy or stressful.

2.     Has there ever been someone you desperately wanted to say something nasty to and you actually did?     No. I’ve made snappy comments before, but the one girl who I ended up truly hating for a time I could never say it to. I never had the guts. She pretty much ruined my junior year.

3.     What is a cause or belief that gets you really fired up?     People being treated fairly and equally. Personally, I don’t like when people treat me less than everyone else because I’m a girl or because I’m missing a hand. I’ve gone off on a couple of people for their sexist comments, and others for being ignorant of other “groups” in other ways. It really angers me when people are not treated fairly or with respect due to prejudices or stereotypes.

4.     What would be one life decision you hope you never have to make?     Probably the decision to have to choose between letting a family member live in misery (with a disease, in a coma, etc.), or letting them die and end their suffering. That is such a huge decision, and I honestly don’t know what I would do.

5.     What would you do for a Klondike bar?     I haven’t had a Klondike bar since I was quite young…so not much, I suppose. Now, Dove bars, those are the shit, man!

6.     Is there someone in your life you would rip apart time and space for?     Any one of my friends or family members. They are all important to me, and there is nothing I wouldn’t do for them. I would give my life for them without a second thought because they are what makes my life special.

7.     What is your favorite Disney movie and why?     Hm, that’s a tough one! I’ve always really loved Mulan. The music is fantastic, it has some incredibly quotable lines, and I identify with Mulan very strongly. She took matters into her own hands to save her father, and she wasn’t afraid of the consequences. I have always strived to be as strong as her.

8.     What is the type of person you think you could fall in love with?     Someone who shares my interests, or at the very least, understands them. Someone who likes spontaneity but also isn’t afraid to plan things out. Someone who likes to cuddle and hug as much as make out and have sex. Someone who will be there to support me but will also let me do things on my own. Someone who will not try to change my personality, but will encourage me to change my ways if I need it.

9.     Is there a place/object/person/thought that is almost guaranteed to put a grin on your face?     As of right now, the fact that I’m going to ACEN!!!! But aside from that, I made a lovely new guy friend (who I am possibly interested in) and whenever I think of him, I can’t help but feel all warm and happy inside.

10. Do you deal with prejudice or hate on a regular basis? If yes, how do you react or deal with it?     I wouldn’t say on a regular basis, but I do often enough. Mainly of the sexist variety, and mainly coming from one guy in one of my classes. If one of the other girls doesn’t shoot down his misogynistic comments, I will, and have. I’m rather defensive about it.

11.  Would you want to play a hero (of any sort) or a villain (of any sort)?     I’d say villain, just because I feel like they have a lot of fun.

My questions:

1.     What is the last dream you had?

2.     If you had the chance, what language would you like to learn?

3.     If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?

4.     Now, what are four things you like about yourself?

5.     What is your favorite childhood memory?

6.     Have you ever lied about anything? If so, what was it?

7.     What is your favorite holiday?

8.     What is one thing you would like to do before you die?

9.     If you could dye your hair any color, what would it be?

10. When you were little, what did you want to be when you grew up?

He made his way through the stacks quietly and over the bank of computers.