#thoughts.exe

god seeing lyney in arlecchinos quest for half of it all i could think about lyney being an amazing dad and how gentle and kind he would be towards his kids. can you tell i have baby fever

I really do think Poseidon saw greatness in Zolf and that was why he kept trying to offer him solutions, came to him in dreams more than once, etc. He knew Zolf was slipping but desperately wanted him to stay without making it too obvious how badly he wanted it. Zolf says he thinks Poseidon saw him as a project but I think Poseidon coveted him as a follower even as he was slipping, but ultimately expected he'd need to let go, knew his greatness would never come from a god and that he'd never truly be able to serve one.

sure being born cis would've been cool but if i didn't go through the stuff I've gone through as a trans person I wouldn't have so much empathy or willingness to support and love everyone and anyone (unless they're a nasty but u get the point)

i love talking to people who's otherkinity cause their speech to be broken up or harder to understand, as we are on completely different sides of the speech slider. my otherkinity causes me to be more eloquent and to discontinue use of contractions and the such. i love how we are all so varied and different but still a community.

Hey, so, I am realising that I may be plural. I might talk about my questioning over here. But! In the mean time, please send me some asks about any part of my identity.

hello, it's been a bit since i've spoken about my identity hasn't it? sometimes i see something that evokes emotions in me that shouldn't be evoked and i feel homesick. this happened when i watched a video on fungi, and their extreme connections underground. this made me feel... something, something i should probably look into, but i do not have the spoons to, so i shall wait till the time is right. i will probably be more active, and possibly talk more on my identity later.