#thoughts.ddz

I didn't realize ppl were srs abt the harutai sibling theory... I thought we were all just being silly goofy guys

dare i say that "what am i without you?" "yourself" is R27 coded

I genuinely think one of my most embarrassing experiences wanted to self insert with a character is when I read the Odyssey for class and my brain decided I really wanted platonic yandere Odysseus x reader with a surprise adoption + forced regression. Something something about never being able to see your son grow up and so you seek out a "replacement"

It's difficult to allow myself to get attached to people esp within this fandom climate when they don't know my social media and know my stance on fiction. Because I'm always TERRIFIED if I get close without letting them know I can be weird, it'll just end in disgust and disdain. But it's hard after spending time with and joking around with a group of people that you can tentatively consider friends, maybe a little more than acquaintances but enough to have fun and enjoy each other's company, not to get attached. It's hard. It's so easy to be afraid and I wear my fragile heart on my sleeve but it's so hard not to smile and want more. I'll allow myself more, just this once, and maybe it'll be just fine.

I'm gonna have to start blocking rp blogs I think OTL much love to you all but I don't need this many of u in my post recommendations fr

i'm so whipped for the love and deepspace boys its actually embarrassing how did i go from completely disinterested in the game to being OBSESSED....

The amount of time I've spent tabbing back to Danie's tkdb info posts when trying to work on this OC is ridiculous. They're truly carrying this fandom on it's back