These past three years have been, I guess life changing and very much a growing experience for me. More things have happened to me since I left high school than any point up till then and looking back on that is really strange, especially knowing just how much more pain and growth I'm going to experience before things change for me and even beyond that.

I know I can't avoid it either and I know I wont stop experiencing these things. It's also weird how I feel about that person now, it's not hate or regret because I know I grew up a lot from that, and that's how I feel about a lot of painful things I've experienced in my life. That pain still lingers though and I guess I won't forget and it's better I don't to be honest.

The way i feel about those things Ive experienced is a lot different for me now than it was for me just three years ago