#thotja

I LITERALLY SCREAMED WHEN I WATCHED THIS

im conflicted sigh. but how are you?

ship: /the laughing one/the kiwi fruit/the very tall one/the neon one/

best friend:  /the laughing one/the kiwi fruit/the very tall one/the neon one/

drinking pal:  /the laughing one/the kiwi fruit/the very tall one/the neon one/

secret admirer:  /the laughing one/the kiwi fruit/the very tall one/the neon one/

Playlist:

K- keep me crazy // chris wallace

A- aint been done // Jessie j

T- teenage love affair // Alicia keys

J-  jump  // rhianna

A- adorn // miguel

oooo essays are hard idk i can't really remember any that i really enjoyed writing - i did one on feminism once and it allowed me to rant about the oppression on women and male entitlement so that was good i guess.

ship: ASHTON THOUGH

best friend: cal would be ya pal (get it)

song: demons - mayday parade

blurb: god this song makes me cry ok so i think that ashton might be really insecure in a relationship idk i just feel that he'd constantly need reassurance that you're always going to be there for him and you'll always love him and need him but you're quite self-assured and independent and you don't like the feeling of being trapped especially in a relationship so i think it could be quite toxic in a way because he needs to be loved and he needs you there and you just need to breathe and he can be quite suffocating at times so you obviously both have your demons and i think that this song just describes your relationship so well. and he loves you so incredibly much and you know he does and you know that you'd do anything for this boy because he's so special and if you ever hurt him you'd never forgive yourself so you'd both soon realise that it's never going to last and in the end this will explode and blow up in both of your faces leaving scars that maybe won't ever heal but you know it'll be worth it for the times that you drink hot chocolate together and the mornings he watches you put on your eyeliner and tells you how pretty you look and the days you spend just cuddling on the sofa watching shitty tv and the days you spend rock climbing and abseiling and taking walks in the park and the days spent having snow fights and the days listening to him drum in the basement and the night he tries to cook for you but fails because being on the road doesn't make for excellent culinary skills and the nights you just can't deal with him and the nights you argue and the nights you make up and the nights you have a huge fight and the nights you have make up sex and the silent treatments and the michael coming over to your house because ashton can't stop thinking that you don't love him anymore and ashton leaving his socks all over the floor and ashton.

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