May 30
I am afraid of vomiting myself just as much as I love seeing and taking care of other people vomiting. I am so damn emetophobic that I always try to avoid any kind of situation that can make me puke - like drinking alcohol or eating too much, especially in the evening. I even stopped to eat in the evening, 'cause I hadn't control when I was sleeping and I didn't want to. Fortunately, I worked on this last thing with my therapist and now it's getting a bit better.
On the other hand, though, sometimes I feel like shit 'cause I can't reciprocate. Sometimes, I'd just wish to say "amazing puking, here's mine", but I just can't.
So, if anyone else feels the same: don't worry, you are not alone.
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