Beginning to get practiced at meditation and y'all it is. Almost weird how not-weird I'm finding it when I ask questions of Her, and get a response basically instantly. I know thats the christian-upbringing talking, but its also cause I expected my own intrusive thoughts to be overwhelming.
But I'm finding it pretty simple to just be aware when I speak, and know that its an answer I'm getting back that I didn't just tell myself. It feels natural. And I'm not used to stuff in my head feeling natural. Thats the biggest way I know its not me, I suppose.














