You will never.
You will never hear my voice say your name repeatedly out of anger, out of love, out of anything. You will never hear me laughing at your cheesiest jokes. You will never see me sitting on your couch talking to your mom. You will never hear me bitch about my day, school and life. You will never see my eyes look at yours with love or compassion. You will never see me sitting next to you at a library. You will never walk the path we've walked countless times taking me home. You will never hear my voice screaming your name at your next football game. You will never see someone get so mad, because they love you too much. You will never say "Happy Valentines day" to me. You will never smell my smell or make fun of my split ends. You will never get to kiss my nose and tell me i look beautiful today. You will never hold my hand to the mall, school, home, anywhere. You will never see me make eye contact with you. You will never see my caller id on your phone. You will never see me want best for you or try to help you with hw. You will never see listening to you telling me who i can't see or be with. You will never see me listening to your past, and how it still affects you. You will never see me when you're crying. You will never tell me how pretty i look on prom night. You will never see me kiss you with our eyes wide open. You will never see me resting my head on your chest. You will never see my body. You will never touch me. But someone will. Someone will tell me how pretty i look on prom night. Someone will see my body other than you. Someone will love me for who i am. You will never get any of this back from me. There will be someone else and you'll be out of the picture. And i'll look back at all of our memories and laugh and smile and know it will never happen again. US after everything you've put me through will never happen again. And im gonna move on and continue with my life, without you.
