#thisoneispersonal

tryna feed a fantasy tryna be that man they see…

in those first days after, well, the days after the first days, when i knew how deep a need i had for music, i finally played josh garrels, someone i'd seen a friend post about in previous months. ... this was the first of his songs that i heard. the entire album was a balm for my heart and soul, but this song was my guide for so many days, for all these months. still. ... "When the night comes, and you don’t know which way to go Through the shadowlands, and forgotten paths, you will find a road." ... then i watched the video, and there is my grand baby, Joshua, sent out by the Father to navigate life's path, to light the way for others, and to then return to the Father. ... this song is both of ours. when i hear this, he is holding my hand. we are going together, still, until my time has also come. . . . . #joshgarrels #lyrics #whiteowl #grief #loss #recovery #music #childloss #thisoneispersonal ... the first photo is from josh garrels' music video http://bit.ly/2m5V7XY thank you so sincerely @joshgarrels for what you do with music.

so many ways to move through #grief and #despair #itisokaytogrieve and it's also #okaytobeokay #thisoneispersonal