I can't tell what's driving me crazy more the fact that you hate me rn. Or not being able to touch you or have you in ways I desire. Is it possible to really have withdrawals from having that person there for you everyday for months on end to not having at all... I literally want you so fucking bad it physically hurts. I'm getting ready to cave. I'm okay tho

I'm disappointed to say the least. I was expecting some huge spectacle. I's just a moonless sky. I think the fun is supposed to be in the waiting and watching.