#thisdoesntevenmakesense

I can't do anything right. When I push my way into things because I'm trying to help, I make it worse. When I leave the situation alone because it's not my business, I regret it because I'm being a bad friend. Either way I'm the asshole who fucks everything up and even if I apologize and explain that I wanted to help and stand up for you but I stopped myself because I didn't want someone to tell me that I wasn't involved I'm still making it worse

It's horrible when you've had a bad day and it's still bad when you get home, but when it's been a good day and you get home and it's bad, I think that's worse

It's absolutely astonishing how shocked and disgusted people get when someone, who in more cases that none is fed up with the way are being treated or has previously been treated says something about it. Just because they may lash out in anger does not mean they are a bad person but instead means they are someone who knows how to confide their emotions and waits til the last second to release them

Insomniac by night, but in the morning I don't wanna leave my bed

I literally don't have friends. I never hang out with anyone. I barely talk to people. The only people who I talk to are in my classes, but I like only see them in my classes. Does this even make sense? I'm bad with words. Help.