#thinking.......

buck's temp s9 replacement being named Sam. abby's fiancé was also named Sam.....

there's something about when they're not good with space, strangely enough. a flaw like that -- running after you, pulling you in closer, knowing the difference between fear of them vs fear of intimacy with them. you like to leave first, don't you? good things never last, it's better to be the one to step away first, under the guise that it might hurt less that way. they grab your wrist before you can pull away again, check and double check again because is this what you want? or is this you trying to rid yourself of your own desires you feel too wretched to hold?

thinking about that one part in turning point when Grime and Sasha are arguing and Grime suddenly gestures to Sasha's face while talking to emphasize his point and Sasha flinches and tenses up and her face has a look of fear on it for a very brief second, and then she drops the expression and kind of goes blank while still clenching her fists

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