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Hello sorry for the super late reply (..was avoiding bg3 spoilers pfft) but if you ever come by again anon, here you are!! This is answered in a "what changed my life the most and wish I knew earlier and is still approachable for new artists" way I hope this helps as a little process you can try out in your next piece :^D

what could of been

if I had a time machine

I would stop her from marrying him

we wouldn’t exist but we know

It would of been better

she would be happy

she would be content

maybe our souls would still exist

and we still end up as her kids

hopefully our lives

would of been for the better

if our souls don’t exist then

at least we know she would be happy

maybe she wouldn’t remember

I hope she wouldn’t

she deserves a better life

if I couldn’t stop the marriage

I’ll use the time machine

to cause key changes

she would have a house

under her name

she would have a career

she always wanted

she would have support

she would have a stable living

she would be confident and

happy

we would cause his downfall

she’ll be okay

she’ll make life for the better

I know she would

because she always had a plan

We would of loved seeing her be happy

maybe we’ll still be here with her

just for the better

if we’re not here

at least we can disappear

from existence

knowing she’ll be okay

more than okay

she’ll be happy and content

some downs but she’ll be amazing

why won’t you let us

have a time machine

don’t you see the good we can do

for her

we know the risks

but we know

we would risk it all

so she can finally breathe

why don’t you understand

she deserved better

she still deserves better

than this

let us have the time machine

no please don’t

please just let us give her

a chance to live not just survive

I don’t understand why

you must be so cruel

life won’t get better

we don’t dream no more

I don’t know what you see

that’s won’t let you

give us the time machine

I can’t believe you that

it’ll get better

We’ve been hearing that lie

since the moment we could open

our eyes

we’ll be back

then you’ll see

or maybe you’ll see

and realize

you them and her

can finally breathe and live

again

what?

nothing I’ll see you again

remember to believe and

hold onto hope

I don’t hope anymore

but sure why not get crushed again

I’ll be back

I know you will

Alright, let's talk about this.

Last Friday, I was admitted to the ER in the absolute worst pain I've ever been in in my life. I don't want to give too many details about my own personal health, but the issue's in my heart. Doctors were able to find the source of the pain and deal with it as best as they could. Unfortunately that also came with the diagnosis that it would take up to a month before this clears out entirely. Right now I'm jobless, I don't have insurance, and in my current medical condition, I can't fix either of those issues without putting myself in the exact kind of pain I was in that put me in the hospital in the first place.

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