You know it wasn’t supposed to turn out this way. My ex was supposed to be with us, take care of us, help us. He decided while I was bettering myself that drugs and other females were more important. I watched someone who I was planning a wedding with turn into someone I can’t even recognize anymore. He’s in jail again after me and my family have bailed him out 2 previous other times. He knew I was pregnant after we tried for SO long but he turned into someone and something totally different.