i've been having hhe thoughts recently, mostly about goggle & big brain. obviously at the beginning, any kind of romance would be uh, VERY UNHEALTHY even if it was 100% consensual. especially for BB, who's would be an asshole to any potential or actual lover.
but what if, down the line, it turned into something more? i'm not sure if it would even be possible for BB, man would be deeeep in denial, but it's a fun thought!
We adore some Big Brain love here!! and really we need more stuff for him. Lemme do something sweet and nice~
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Denial ain't just a river in Egypt, one would say when it came to this sour desert man.
Big Brain of the Jupiter's clan had you become one of the members about five years ago now, definitely considered part of the clan now and you have definitely eased your way in as an important member, one who even Pluto, Goggle, Cyst and surprisingly sometimes Lizard listened too, which was a rarity but the scrawny man knew a good idea when he heard it.
Plus, he didn't want to deal with the snarky comments from Big Brain, even if the slimy large headed man tried to conceal the fact you and him were bumping uglies every so often, everyone knew it and everyone didn't want to deal with the weird protectiveness he got.
You didn't see it, with how much you both collided heads with each other, snarking and arguing, over the dumbest shit from how to get more people through, to let someone go out and actually get supplies, which was mostly you saying that but whenever brought up it up you got called a bunch of insults and names, which you gladly shot back, turning it into a heated game.
But you did feel for the man, despite his sourness he could be oddly sweet, even if he looked away and scowled, looking like he was fighting with a voice in his head which wasn't far from the truth.
He was having an internal battle, fighting those soft feelings he got when looking at you, turning the gentle words in his mind into spittled meanness. He thought it was nothing but stupid male hormones that were just invading his brain, all these thoughts of holding your hand and telling you how his heart aches every time he saw you.
It was during night when he allowed them out, watching you sleep he would hold you close, run his fingers through your hair, wondering how long it would be until you finally realised how horrible and disgusting he was and just ran away, like he always thought you would during these years.
It wouldn't be for a long time until he came to terms with the fact that you were here for the long run, for now though you were none the wise of his true feelings and internal thought but really in the end you believed he loved you and the day he finally shows it will still be a pleasant surprise.
