December 4th 2011.
Wow it has been a whole year of having my anon account. This tumblr has changed my life. I’m not even joking. I’ve cried too much, I’ve laughed too hard, I’ve made friends, I’ve lost friends, I’ve left for weeks, I’ve had relationships that meant the world to me and I’ve had people change how I thought about things. This was all for you guys. I made this so I could help people. I was here for anon night, probably the best night on tumblr ever and nothing will ever compare to it. I’ve changed anons. I started as a Selena anon and I was a Demi anon, a Katelynne anon, a Bieber anon, a Jeydon Wale anon, and Stiles anon, and probably several others. But honestly the friends I’ve made on here mean the world to me.  Joanna, jeusus jfkdlsjfksdljjsd I can’t even. You ARE my best friend. You are just. Ugh gurl don’t even get me started. I met you like almost a year ago and I’m screeching. My first message I sent you I remember it because it was just perfect. “I FEEEEEEEEEEEEEEL U JOANNAAAAAAAAA” yes. I barely even knew you and just. Oh god. I can’t even right now. you’re the best. MY EMOTIONS I DON”T EVEN KNOW WHAT TO PUT TOO MANY MEMROIEDS FAIL BYE> Okay bc taken. yes. JORAH 69EVR oh i named my unicorn boris bc cute  Brian. GJKDS My baby. Okay I love you so much. ANyways. I met you on February 11 and I have not once stopped loving you. You’re my Bribear and I just. I couldn’t do this without you. You’re just so perfect. I love you with everything I have. And I wouldn’t want it any other way. Baby. I’m in love with you. In 2 days it will be 8 months with the best boy ever.  Jade. JAJDJDJAJJDJADJA. hi okay anyyywaaayyyssss. I met you in december you gorgeous girl. Ugh I don;t even know what to say. We had amazing times together. Honestly. I won’t forget them I promise. Like Chaz and Drew. yes I remember this. Oh and “ITS LIKE A SOAP OPERA” Remember that/ I do hahaha. Remember that you’re amazing and you only deserve the best. I promise. We all make mistakes but that doesn’t mean we’re bad people. Just keep your chin up and smile through everything because you are a wonderful person.  TAMAZRIERJEKAJKFJDS. OKAY IM GOING TO SPELL YOURN AME RIGHT TAMARINE. tammeh ehehehehe muh twinnay okay literally you’re just hilarious i am so done w u. AND FUCKIGN THE KELLIN TO MY KATELYNNE BABAY WE MURRIED. heres your donut. :_~__) fail bye. I met you like two months ago i think IDK DONT HATE ME PLS and we like instantly clicked. we don’t talk much but yolo aAND YOU CHANGE TOO MUCH I CANT KEEP UP WITH U okay smile bby ilysm  Justin. Idk bro you’re snowman not justin. I DONT TALK TO YOU ANYMORE AND THIS DEPRESSES ME OK. I miss you and even tho you’re not an anon anymore YO FUCKING LO i still love you ok bhafhidsaohfso;fhidosa I am so done w myself. i’m hy[er dont hate me pls okay. ilysm snowman keep smiling pls.  KASSIDILLA OMFKJFK HI KASSIE. okay anywhore. you were my very first best friend on tumblr. you were my friend before i even got my anon account. Ah. We fought for a while and yeah it sucked but you are my best friend. no matter how many bad choices we make. like idk im your muggle forever and i know that title will never leave tbh. Keep smiling kassie you deserve it. Oh and youre BOOOOOOOOTYFULLLLLLL bc sarah says so call life alert i’ve falllen and i cant get up  I don’t know your name honestly. I just. Okay. I thought I’d put you in here even though you don’t get on tumblr anymore. No matter what you did, you did change my life. As much as I hate to admit it. I still remember it but it doesn;t matter. Yeah. Thats all.  Ysa, so I know we don’t talk but you are an amazing person. You are my wifey, yes you still are and always will be. We had so many amazing memories. I just. I’m sorry Ysa, for what I said to you. But i don’t know. I have my reasons and I hope you understand that. Stay strong for Kevin okay? He needs you there with you. And keep smiling bc Kefauver.  John, idk your url anymore but we used to talk like everyday bro. I miss you kid. Hahaha. So like idk what to say. I still have messages from it though there are A LOT. let me tell you. aaaaaaah so yeah awkward keep smiling :)  Justin. wowowwow. I havent talked to you in months. Thats okay though. You were my superman. and futex swag bc its pudding me off. I don’t really know what to say. I miss you though. Stay strong and keep smiling  GUASADADJAKLTJWEIT#$($U_ BBY IMY AND ILYSM okay guada i got this. i think we met in december too you are the best and you totally helped me with my spanish last year hehehe stay strong baby okay? You’re worth it and people love you. A lot of people love you and no one wants you to leave. <3  I think your name is Sana idk im a horrible person pls love me. ANYWAYS. you inspired me to be an anon and i’ve told you that before. YOu are just an amazing person. Honestly. Ily ok. I don’t talk to you anymore but still idc bc you’re great :)))))))))  OKAY. I think thats all???? IF I FORGOT ANYONE IM SO SO SORRY OKAY I MSDGKLFJDSLFJSD Just okay you all change my life and you’ve all made me smile until my cheeks hurt. I have so many memories with all of you and it would take me a whole year to write them down. Eh eh you see what I did there? no? me either. FKDLS BYE. But yeah anyways. All of you are just incredible people honestly. I am so blessed to meet you. I just. I cant even. I have no words for how happy i am to know you all.  And everyone else, maybe the people who messaged me on anon when I was sad or the people I talked to for just a few minutes. Even the people who I didn’t talk to at all. I want to say thank you for doing what you do. For saving peoples lives. For being the best you can be. For being an anon. You have all changed my life. Whether I talked to you or not. You are all amazing people, no matter the choices you make or the lies you tell, you all are meant to do something amazing in your life time. It’s waiting just around the corner for you. So keep smiling and stay perfect. I love you. 
