So I’m kinda back. Sorta. Explanations under the cut
Basically in the middle of July I lost my job. Long sordid story short, I work at a bank and I got scammed. Lady came in with a fake ID and I gave her $5600 that didn’t belong to her. Due to the amount my bank has a no tolerance policy and gave me 3 and a half weeks to find a new job. It sucks because I carry the insurance for our family and without my insurance we’re uninsured. I’m struggling to find a job that carries insurance so I went with something that paid well but doesn’t carry insurance.
I hate it. It’s a very disorganized business and the work itself is mundane and boring, not to mention they’re working on a system that’s not intended for what they’re using it for.
I’m also struggling a lot with my depression and feeling really overwhelmed by being a mom sometimes and I just don’t have the energy to put into this website sometimes. I know I’ve been a little active in DM’s and such but writing isn’t there for me right now.
I’ve been working a little on my book (it sucks don’t ask me about it) and struggling there so I’m just feeling stressed.
Add in all the bullshit “woke takes” (ie Crosshair fans being n*zi sympathizers) and shit on this app and sometimes it’s a draining place to be, so I decided I needed a break. But I’m here now, slowly dipping my toes back in and trying not to let it overwhelm me!