#theresina

I just want to sleep. I just want to know my family is alive, well and happy. That satisfied, all I want is sleep. To lay in my bed, curled up with A and K, listening to the sounds of my loved ones chattering happily miles away. That's it. I don't want to wake up. I don't want to wake up. I don't want to wake up. God I'm such a coward. God I've asked you so many times. God, what use could you possibly have for me? When will the dots connect? What do you want me to do? Because I want nothing else. And I want only to sleep.