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Hi!

It’s been a while since I’ve jumped on here, I know. Last few months have been really hectic for me in all sorts of ways.

Things with Tiger are great though. Would you believe it’s just gone 6 months already??

We just got back from an overseas trip together, which went fantastically well. During that trip we had a discussion around further travel, and I asked him to be my plus 1 at a girl friend’s wedding next year in May, which is also going to be overseas, and he said yes!

Everything has continued to be comfortable, smooth, and uncomplicated. I am absolutely in love with this man, yet I still haven’t said this to him. But I do catch myself out often, almost bursting out with it.

Why haven’t I said it yet? Well, I’m just waiting for the right moment I guess. I know everyone will argue that there’s no right moment like the present, but I think we both know how we feel about each other already without having to say anything. It’s so blatantly obvious from how ‘in each other’s pockets’ we are.

He has also made mention of me moving in when his house is finally built - which won’t be until next year. He mentioned it when I was going through a rough time with a previous house mate, who has since moved out, so it was loosely said without any serious discussion around the next level of commitment behind it. But it was said and thought of nevertheless.

I feel like we’ve become so close these last few months. We think alike, we include each other in everything that’s going on in our lives, we have our little in-jokes. Sometimes I just like to watch him,  thinking quietly to myself how proud I am that he’s mine. 

We’ve not yet had a proper fight. I am sure that will come at some point though. We have had a couple of ‘moments’ where there’s been slight disagreement or frustration, but no humdinger of an argument.

I guess there’s just not been any reason for it yet. I place importance on this I suppose, as it’s one of those things that's bound to happen at some point and i feel it is quite normal to fight here and there. Also a tester of how much of a match we are in terms of how we ‘make up’ or resolve it.

Plenty of time for that to come! I guess we’re still coming off the back of the honeymoon period. It’s not as intense as we were - but we’re still utterly besotted with each other at this point, which is enough to keep everything aligned and in agreement with one another. I’m probably the one that is more the aggressor when it comes to frustrations - and he’ll recognise when I am and will point it out or try to smooth things over with me. He doesn’t retreat though, which is good.

I think we’re both clever and mature enough to sort through any big issues if they do come up.

All the craziness and uncertainty I was experiencing is long gone. We’re here, this is actually happening, and it feels like we’re in for the long-hall.