#therafecameron

I just wanna deeply apologize even though you’ll probably say there’s no need for me to, but I’m going to.

I just hate that I’m always coming and going over and over again; that I can’t control when my body wants to flare up and I know there’s people waiting for me and I feel so guilty, because when they talk to me, it makes them happy, and I feel like I’m taking it away from them yk? I always stop at the worst times leave at the worst times.. and I hate that it’s always gonna be like that.

I’m sorry that it’s not going to be continuous and there’s always going to be breaks and what not. Constantly having my phone in my hands, has been taking a toll on them and I didn’t realize how painful that would be..for me at least.

Yes, I know health first, but regardless. 

This isn’t some petty post. This is me expressing that I enjoy doing it but I’m also sorry when I end up stopping for a certain amount of time. 

When my physical health and mental gets worse, it causes delays for people.

In general, I have to take a break from even holding my phone physically because I don’t know what the hell is happening with my hands and wrists, but it hurts like a fucking bitch.

Hell, I have to use the microphone on the keyboard to write all this. 

anyways, I just hope that y’all will stick with me and bare with me.

I appreciate every single one of you that interact and again I truly am sorry for the disappointment.