#themessimade

🎶 But ohh, I'm staring at the mess I made, I'm staring at the mess you made I'm staring at the mess I made As you turn, you take my heart and walk away. 🎶 #themessimade #Parachute #5years #congratulationonyourweeding #myfault #iletyougo #hidingaway #backtomycave #theoryofthespoons https://www.instagram.com/p/B4AV0E5F_dsiBfZ4SUxlYLc-OKUo49wPqyX7S40/?igshid=1bc3f0utuhqqq

As the days go by, my mind not so neatly collects all thoughts of the girl from the past and the future. And I can’t wait for the day that my heart doesn’t yearn for her. But until then, all i can do is sit in silence as the weeks go by and watch the seconds like tick after tick-tock. Because without her? Without her I feel down, scared, and lonely beyond all hell. And because of her I will never feel the same about any girl or about myself. Because ever since that night I was programmed to believe that i am everything that no girl wants, and what she gave me is what i don’t deserve. Love, compassion, and laughter. Because of her I long for a touch, her touch. Her embrace and her spirit. Because of her I fear that I cannot be loved and because of her, I linger in the limelight of sorrow. I wish the day of her return will come but because of her, I know it won’t. They say that the heart wants what it wants, but no matter how my heart longs for her, I will be forced to accept that I was not good enough for her to stay. Because she did this to me. Because she left me. Because I didn’t suffice. Because of her, I am broken and lastly...because of her, I don’t want to be whole again.

Should've kissed you there  I should've held your face  I should've watched those eyes  Instead of run in place  I should've called you out  I should've said your name  I should've turned around  I should've looked again  But oh, I'm staring at the mess I made  I 'm staring at the mess I made  I 'm staring at the mess I made  As you turn, you take your heart and walk away  Should've held my ground  I could've been redeemed  For every second chance  That changed its mind on me  I should've spoken up  I should've proudly claimed  That oh my head's to blame  For all my heart's mistakes  But oh, I'm staring at the mess I made  I 'm staring at the mess I made  I 'm staring at the mess I made  As you turn, you take your heart and walk away  And it's you, and it's you  And it's you, and it's you  And it's falling down, as you walk away  And it's on me now, as you go  But oh, I'm staring at the mess I made  I 'm staring at the mess I made  I 'm staring at the mess I made  As you turn, you take your heart and walk away  And it's falling down, as you walk away  And it's on me now, as you go  But oh, I'm staring at the mess I made  I 'm staring at the mess I made  I 'm staring at the mess I made  As you turn, you take your heart and walk away

The Mess I Made

The Mess I Made