@thehxghlanderβ asked: " Why come back now ? "
He had been hoping that, out of all the questions he could have asked, thatΒ wouldnβt have been one of them.
The thought of answering it was a daunting enough prospect as it was, without the possible repercussions of his response. Would Jamie understand? Would it make sense to him? Or would he simply dismiss it as little more than arrant nonsense, as his musically-gifted predecessor so often liked to say?
He supposed that, either way, it would be justified. After all, Jamie had been forced to return to his native time and place by the Time Lords, without so much as an adequate moment to say goodbye properly to the man that had shown him so many far-flung corners of what had initially been a realm that was unknown to him - the universeΒ - along with the wonders and terrors that existed within it. Not only that, but many, manyΒ centuries had passed on The Doctorβs part - more than enough time to set about finding the young Highlander and inviting him aboard the old girlΒ once again - and yet, it had only taken him until now, threeΒ regenerations down the line, to achieve it.
Still, Jamie deserved an explanation, however ugly it would prove to be.
βThe Time Lords - they told me that theyβd wiped all but your very first memories of me. They made me believe that any attempt to travel to Scotland would have been pointless. I had no idea that they had fabricated it - I only discovered the truth for myself very recently, at which point I made it a priority of mine to find my way back to you...β
A heavy, guilt-ridden sigh left his lips.
βIβm sorry, Jamie. Iβve never intended to cause you any pain - but I assure you, watching you leave my side was, on its own, enough to shatter both my hearts. I only hope you can forgive me.βΒ Β