She had done a lot of thinking about life. About all the beautiful intersections of time and spaceā the collisions of hearts and footsteps. She had thought a lot about what she needs and what she wantsā what she craves and yes, even what she doesnāt know she needs. Yet. And the product of all that thinkingā of all that assessmentā is something that is pretty darn ambiguous. Sheād like to say she knows the answers to her questions and has it all planned out. Sheād like to tell you she knows the yin to her every yangā the route to every destinationā the cure to every hurt in her life. But she doesnāt. Sheās no more qualified to make decisions for her future than you are. And she knows it. But thereās a simple reason for that, and itās quite simply that she canāt tell you whatās going to happen down the road. She canāt tell you how what she needs now is going to transform into what she needs tomorrow. Or next week. Or three years from now. She canāt tell you what her heart will craveā what her footsteps will chase. The safe boundaries and unknown frontiers of her life wonāt always stay the same, because this girlā she is always changing. But she does know what her heart wants now. Right now, she loves the places she can feel the pull of the future and the lessons of the past. She loves standing against a big sky or a crashing ocean, and feeling small. She loves the wind in her face, the warmth of the sun, the sound of summer nights. She longs for the moments she connects with this worldā with another soulā on a level and in a way that words cannot explain. Like magic. And she loves turning her back on the chaos and the spin and sinking her bare toes into the sand. Or the cut grass. She loves laying back on a bed of earth, soaking in the smell of something realā and gazing up. Up, at a dark sky and an incredible canopy of stars. Thatā that is where she feels most alive. For now. ā„ // December Theme: Tick-tick, Tick-tock, No More Living Life by #thehappinessclock // #liveinthedetails #thecaptionwriter #writerscommunity #writersofinstagram #writersofig #writer #soul #inspire #author #atticuspoetry #atticus #jmstormquotes #jmstorm #jironword #loveherwild #lifestories