#theazurecrow

I’m very sorry about the late response. The video in question, is one that was very hard for Emma and I to watch, but we did watch it. It was difficult to watch as well because TheAzureCrow quietly mumbles throughout the whole 35 minutes. Aside from this, there are a couple other reasons that this video bothers me.

Let me start with the fact that it’s unlisted. When something is unlisted, obviously no one but those with the link can access it. Yes, he did post it on twitter publicly, but he made sure that the only people guaranteed to watch it were myself and another twitter account. The only way to watch it otherwise, is to outright look for the tweet itself on “Tweets & Replies“, these tweets do not appear on the feed of a regular follower. If he was publicly “addressing“ these matters, he would have made it public, especially if what he says is the truth.

Second, when addressing the issues with myself, yes, he does acknowledge the evidence, but he then goes on to admit that he “found nothing wrong“, with what he was doing. When these events were occurring, countless times I had told him very clearly how I felt about the situation. He goes onto to make himself the victim; talking about his insecurities and lack of validation. He then continues on to say that he thought we were being “playful“ when it came to discussing striping on camera. No, just, no. There is nothing playful about, “I don’t want to, you’re making me feel uncomfortable” and his response being to hang up on me and telling me to “Go away“. Followed by guilt-tripping me with “I didn’t realize it was annoying to have an interest in your partner’s body.“ There is nothing “playful“ about that, that is manipulation and abuse.

Third, he says in the video that he got together with Julie(I refuse to drop her name like he has), right after he broke up with me, then interjects himself saying that whether one can see the situation as cheating is subjective. This makes it evident that even after Emma, he had another backup girl. So if Emma wasn’t an option after me, it was quite possible that Julie would have been a second option, as they were getting close whilst living with Emma. He showed a great interest in Julie even when still with me, as she is a very talented artist and came from a very well-off family in Texas. Funny enough, he doesn’t touch upon Julie in the slightest, even though she was included in my main post, which it seems like he had read at least once.

Fourth, and I will only touch this briefly since I believe @noshcore(Emma) can explain it better. During his stay at Emma’s, he only paid rent once, ate constantly, and stayed up to ungodly hours making noise despite Emma’s father having to work early in the morning to now support another person, as TheAzureCrow, despite what he says, made no effort to find a job. Emma’s father does seem intimidating, but never once touched TheAzureCrow nor threatened his person whatsoever. If he was as drunk as TheAzureCrow claimed he was, he would have had no reason to fear Emma’s father calling the police on him, as they would arrest her father instead for over-intoxication.

Fifth, the issue with the Steam account. The Steam account in question goes by the name LetThemPlayGames, this account was made with intention of being a shared account between TheAzureCrow, Emma, myself, and several other friends, we all had access. This account shares the name with the channel, LetThemPlayGames, which was, like the Steam account, a shared account. As such, multiple people purchased games for the account, Emma included. Emma wanted to get in the account, because she had purchased games for it, and wanted to download the games she technically owned but forgot the password, thus she asked someone if they had it. If she was trying to maliciously “hack“ into the Steam account, the last thing she would do is ask someone who was in his circle for it.

Lastly, he claims the the only people supporting Emma and I are people who haven’t met him and “people he banned on a minecraft server“. The people supporting us, yes most are people that have never met him, but many are also friends of mine or people that were once friends with both of us. As well it was very rare and few that people were banned in that minecraft server. Everyone there was kind and a joy to be around, yes, with a few bad apples, but the server had a relative friendly vibe. Those former members supporting me, among them, were former moderators and guild leaders.

You must be mistaken. My screenshots clearly show my skype username and my contact list, albeit any info that divulges anyone else(my friends), are blocked. In some cases, you can even see my entire desktop. As for Emma’s, it shows that the conversation history is between her and TheAzureCrow as it even says there on top that he is not on her contacts list. When you look at skype logs via fullscreen, it shows the icons of whoever is talking aside from your own. As well, their text will show in a bubble in a darker hue of blue different from your own.

When you sexually abuse, mentally abuse, lie and cheat, you don’t deserve a second chance anymore. Besides, we had given him second chances, and thirds, and fourths, want to know what happened? He blew them, he continued to cheat, he continued to lie, he continued to abuse. So no.

Like I said, we are not ruining his reputation, he did this to himself when he believed he was safe to have an affair as long as he scared a young girl into not speaking and intimidated a girl who loved him loyally into giving him another chance.

It’s quite funny. At first, people accused us of lying and asked for evidence, now that it is there, we went too far? It seems that we can’t win here. It was already a huge risk on our part for coming out with this information and a huge emotional stress trying to look for the evidence to prove that we’re not lying, only to still be accused of lying. We gain nothing from this. You don’t know TheAzureCrow like I, Emma, and several others have, you haven’t talked to them. This went on for years before me and after me. He will not change, because he does not see his flaws. This was more than emotional pain, it is mental pain, physical pain, pain that almost claimed our lives.

So I haven’t been here in forever, ‘cuz of a bunch of personal stuff(took a lot of time off to sort out myself and try to improve on a lot of things that desperately needed improving) and career stuff but after two years I finally wanted to drop this link here! A friend suggested I re-network a bit better to reconnect to my online fans, so check if out if you’re interested~

Those of you just stumbling onto this randomly, I’m an online VA and abridger who began in 2007. I’ve done Bleach Soma Abridged, Gurren Lagann The Satire and many other small projects including being the voice of Yusei Fudo in CardGamesFTW’s YuGiOh Abridged.