it's basically their entire livelihood. he kills himself when he realizes he can't fight the change to his culture that the missionaries brought. he based his entire life around being manly, basically being obsessed with it, and he offs himself when he's lost what he's always perceived as manliness (he's useless, cowardly, and he can't control his environment)

there that's things fall apart for you

dear santa

i haven't been as good this yearas maybe i should have been.i haven't done my homework and i haven'tbeen as nice as i could beor loved as well as maybe i could have

but i wanna say either wayi'm sorry

and do you thinkmaybeif i really am sorry,if i really try to make upfor all the times this yeari fucked up

do you thinkmaybeyou could still get mejust a few little things

like maybe a pictureof my girlfriend's faceor a hugfrom somebody i love

or a passing gradeor a second chance

2: White, milk, or dark chocolate mocha?

i don't actually drink mochas but milk or dark i guess

10: Pirates or ninjas? Why?

pirates because they get to be loud and colorful and swear a lot and sail on ships

42: Do you swear in front of your parents?

sometimes sjlkhaksjh

50: Post 5 awesome things about yourself. BRAG AWAY!

claire why

i'm a good artist

i now have lacy underwear

i go around my college campus in a blanket and pajamas

i'm good at baking cookies