Jul 8, 2022
why are feelings confusing
#I’m clearly feeling.... SOMETHING#I am definitely feeling something different to what I felt before#but it doesn’t feel like a crush or the danger territory of developing/being at risk of developing a crush#it feels squish-ish?? but also doesn’t feel like the squish I’ve had before#but my feelings do sort of feel in the vein of ‘I want to be very close to you. I want you to think I’m funny and good to talk to.#i want to be physically affectionate with you. I want to tease you. etc etc’#so maybe it is a squish???#it’s all a moot point anyway cause I’m never gunna come clean about all this esp bc they have a gf#like even if it’s not romantic I just think that sort of thing is hard to explain to the person themselves let alone their partner#anyway guess I better tag this in case it becomes a thing like the k*d#the raincloud#(until I think of something better/else I guess)
