#thcdisreputable

                               he rocks on the balls of his feet. hands clasped behind his back and a blank expression. of course , on the inside , he was anything  but  . too many thoughts and a racing heart , softened by the soothing rhythm of tides washing over shore before slinking back into the ocean. a feeling he'd grown accustomed to anytime his  ' rival '  was near.   " i don't  THINK  it ,  ospnya  , you of all should know that i do know. "   hands move out from behind his back to gently trace three lines on the brit's cheek. the memory of the drawn-on whiskers still fresh in his mind.   " why do you pretend otherwise? hm? are you afraid they won't accept you? "

he's had more to drink that he should have.   much more, probably.   something gedo will yell at him for tomorrow, if the hangover doesn't do the job first, but he isn't worried about that.   gedo's not going to do anything anyways.   he's   excited   , bringing chaos out to celebrate his milestone.   NINE HUNDRED DAYS.   he'd been faced with some of the toughest challenges of his career, of his life, but he'd done it.   it felt too surreal, but it's just the   beginning   of the history he plans on making.   cheeks flushed with alcohol  &  eyes beginning to glaze over.   when he spots will, his feet move him over to him, one leg thrown around his lap as he lowers himself down.   he doesn't put down all of his weight, but just enough that will can   feel   him.   both hands rest on the younger's shoulders, leaning in close so their noses are blushing.   " why aren' you daaaancing with me? "      bottom lip is pulled between his teeth as he stares the other done, earnestly awaiting an explanation.

you leave his bum outta this, you monster. ://

but really i love you

                                            he wordlessly takes the seat beside the self proclaimed villain, ignoring whatever reaction he may have. he's too   n u m b   to deal with it right now, the consequences of kenny's actions. of marty's apparent jealousy. either because of the golden l.overs themselves, or their presumed relationship, kota didn't know. but he doesn't want to deal with it. not tonight. he just wants to — to talk.   " i'm a fool. "   he sighs, mostly to himself, eyes boring into the bar top. it's good wood. shining under the dimmed lights. it's been cleaned recently, he guesses.   " why do you stick with him? "   kota isn't sure whether the  ' he '  is cody or kenny, but he's sure it doesn't matter either way. the answer isn't one he wants to hear, but he needs to.   " you mean nothing to him. "

               ◟  contact name: boobs & loubs.

                                            “   there’s no reset button on something that was never real in the first place, something that never   mattered   .   ”      a beat passes, tongue grazing over this bottom lip.      "   why the   FUCK are you still even here?   "

contact —— {My Heart} — [sent] Who? I have no idea. — [sent] Aleister. Listen to me, there’s nobody else. — [sent] Some guy brushed up against me outside the coffee shop earlier, I told him I wasn’t interested. — [sent] I didn’t want to tell you because I didn’t want you to worry. — [sent] Hey, it’s okay. I’m on my way home.