Mar 5
i love reconnecting with close friends from the past when things are fun and they still love and care about me like omg u have seen so many versions of myself and u still love me like u were waking my unconscious body up, used to sit next to me in the principal's office during episodes, defending me or disagreeing with me and here we are like wym u were there during my hospital admissions, u have seen and heard me say and do unhinged things and after a decade we're still too alike and intense and i hold warm feelings toward u in my heart even if i don’t hold any toward myself; feeling like i couldn't ever like me, but i love the puzzle pieces we both share
