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THANK YOU! i didn't make this post for people to say they're proud of me but it means a lot that people are, thank you so much lovely

ha okay im gonna make this hella cute so grab ur tissues friends.So my ex is my crush, and no matter what shes gonna be mine. Even if things dont work out between us, she'll always be mine in my mind. If i had to, i'd fight for her because honestly she means the entire world to me. shes my world actually, my favorite person, my amor, shes my everything i could even want and more. Shes truly amazing. I know we fight and sometimes dont get along, but honestly i wouldnt trade that shit for the world. If im gonna fight with someone, id rather it be her. She puts up with my bullshit, and i i put up with hers. Most people dont put up with my shit, or use me and leave me, but she doesnt. She stayed. And that means more to me than anything. Shes hella beautiful like damn lil ma. But not just on the outside, on the inside too. Shes such a beautiful soul like i literally cant wrap my mind around how i got so lucky to have her in my life. Im literally so lucky to love someone like her, and for her to love me back. She makes me smile more than anyone, shes the reason for my smile. Shes my happiness. Shes the first thing on my mind when i wake up and the last thought when i close my eyes at night. I wouldnt trade her for anyone in this world. In the end, no matter how many fights we get into, no matter how many times we say we hate eachother or we say we'll never talk to each bc we're "done", we never really are done. And truth is, not matter what, there will always be a special place in my heart for her, no one can ever replace her, she'll always have my heart and i hope i'll always have hers. Shes my first real love. Shes the love of my life, and idc what anyone says, i dont if anyone says we'll never work out, i'll always try to prove them wrong. Idc if im not the only one that has eyes on her, i'll fight for her, even if i lose. I'll still always fight for her. Shes worth it. Shes worth all the pain in the world. I'd go through anything just to see her smile, just to see her happy, even if its not me bringing her happiness. Im not the type to fall inlove, i usually dont have relationships that last more than a week. But for her id put all my fears aside and give her my all. I fell inlove with her and never fell out. Shes the only person i wanna be with, i'd spend forever with her if i could. Shes basically the only reason i'm happy anymore. She makes me smile with just saying "hey", Even if shes thousands of miles away, she doesnt feel far. I know the distance wont last forever, because i know some day we'll meet, i honestly cant wait til then, thats what i look forward to. So i can finally hold her and kiss her and see her beautiful smile, so i can do all the things and say all the things ive been wanted to do since day one. Shes literally a gift from heaven, and i thank god everyday for sending an angel like her in my life. haha okay this was hella long and gay.(((gonna tag u bc this was actually cute hope it makes u smile baby)))

I just fucking saw this but lol I wish you luck

OK ITS kidrvuhlx  JK NOT GONNA FIGHT U HASHTAG LOVER NOT A FIGHTER 

YEAH LETS GO?!?!?!?!?!!!!!!!

OK NO UR LYING!!!!!