#that's a personal problem

bro. You’re the one who never reached out or called. You basically got a boyfriend and went to school and stopped taking to me. You’re the one who made other friends and decided to live your own life. And that was cool. Like I’m glad you’re living your life and I want you to do well.

But don’t blame our lack of communication on me. I’ve been the one reaching out every single time for basically all of our friendship. And so I thought that if you wanted to talk, you’d text or call.

Every time you called I answered the phone, whether you were in tears or just wanted to chat or whatever. But I would call or text and get nothing back, so I just stopped trying. Not maliciously or anything, just living my own life while you were living yours. It was sad that we didn’t really talk, but I didn’t want you to feel like I was as being clingy or whatever.

And now you’re not special to me???? Because you’re pissed I didn’t tell you I was moving to Mass? Well, tough titties. My parents barely knew before it happened. I think maybe two people other than me and the future wifey were planning, and as a result of the move my fiancée’s mom literally didn’t speak to them for TWO MONTHS. Which you would have known if you’d reached out to me. I was drowning, and I didn’t have anyone to turn to because if anyone found out, it would be chaos. It was easier to tell social media after I was gone. But you never got in touch about how the move was and everything. Which was sad, but you were living your own life. I kinda wish you had checked on mine.

Whether it’s my fault or your fault like...there’s responsibilities on both sides. Sure I could have reached out but I figured you didn’t want to talk after a certain amount of time. But like...to say you don’t know what your role would be in the wedding???? You were supposed to be my fucking maid of honor but then you didn’t ever talk to me anymore so I had to do something else. But the fact that you’re purposefully telling me that you think you’re so insignificant that your presence, the presence of my best fucking friend, wouldn’t be worth anything is cruel. How dare you invalidate literally over half my life on one decision I made to try and protect my safety.

I like...wanna be her friend but this letter was so fucking petty and ugly and I’m gonna write her back because I will have the last word it’s just like. Why the fuck did you have to do it this way. I was so happy to get mail from you, and to be disappointed like that is super fucked.