#thanksforbelieving

I look in the mirror and you ask myself, “where do you go from here?” How do you begin when you don’t know where or how to start?

I am here now starting a new chapter in my life with the chances given to me to start over again. I just realized now that everyday when you wake up and saw the rays of sunshine that is the moment that you are given a chance to place and hit the reset button. Everyday is an opportunity to learn and to be better. Yes right now you may be wondering why you are feeling so down and hurt, thinking when the pain will end, feeling hopeless; it may be from life’s disappointments, from plans that never really worked out, from a broken heart, from guilt, from endless list of things that you feel that you are at fault. 

I realized now that whatever life gives that you must learn to move on. Move on - such a simple word yet many of us are having a hard time to do so. It takes courage and will to do so. Yes i learned to move on, because I choose to.

Everything that you do is a decision that you have made on your mind, may it be irrational, impulsive or what; you are the one who made that decision. I have learned to be responsible and that I should not be taking on harsh and quick rush choices in my life.

I have thought about running away, again running to where? Lost and hopeless. Because I was never really ready. I was not ready for what life threw at me, and that left me with numbness and pain.

I learned that being stupid for once in your life is a process, it’s a part of this thing called life so that you could learn.

I learned that people can love and forgive you despite what you did, after all love wins.

I learned that I can be more than what I am today, that II can do better.

I learned that it’s not really the reasons that matter, it’s the purpose that really counts.

why are you here then? what is your purpose? where do you go from here?

...to present Microscopic. The first game that I dedicated my life. As I mentioned before a series of unfortunate events led to this game not being published, but I did a rush port to tablet before GDC. While there I demoed the game to a few people, spoke of the story, and let some people play the tablet version. It gave me confidence to just release the game. It is our first game and of course not expected to be amazing, but as my first video game child I will always hold it in a special place in my heart.