I cannot be happy for 10 MINUTES without my brain screaming at me.
Like, bro PLEASE let me be happy in peace 😭

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I cannot be happy for 10 MINUTES without my brain screaming at me.
Like, bro PLEASE let me be happy in peace 😭

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Do u ever get like super self conscious of ur age and about life and get scared of what happens after one dies or-
why is that the fear of death only comes to court you after midnight but before morning? Like what are you a fucking vampier with a curfew or what ? Also advice on how to get over this is very welcome !my usual solutons are sleep and tring to disract myself but nether of them sems to be working. Anyway totaly unralated dose anybodi want to be friends?
i have spent days doing nothing, just crying. knowing it will all end some day. death is always inevitable. i hate it. knowing there is nothing i can do. just letting my brain shock itself into misery, reminding me over and over and over again that there's nothing i can do about it. and how can anyone carry on with life as normal as if it can't just all end tomorrow? are they not absolutely petrified? how do they manage? how is anyone supposed to live knowing it's all temporary? i really don't understand. i hate not understanding. my chest hurts. i think i don't have any tears left in my body, and then i find more.
Why I'm scared of death ;/
Introduction: hi my name is lucy. I'm a 14 year old girl who likes to write about theories, likes, dislikes and other things! I'm really into horror and manga at the moment so yeah. btw lucy isn't my real name so yeah... I've been thinking about death ever since I was around 9-10? it went away 4 a while till a few weeks later. I do not know what triggered this, it was maybe the fact that I'm not a kid anymore. I'm writing about this on Tumblr because I want to see if I can find some people who can relate to me. I think people who are afraid of death are people who are just scared of losing their feelings, humans crave for the feeling of well.. feeling, that's why us humans have heavy emotions at some points in life, not everyone wants to dead, not everyone wants to be alive. but there's must be something at the end because 'you cant kill energy' like one of my favourite artist said.

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I CAN FINALLY LISTEN TO DR DOG NOW, FUCK YOU CHRONOPHOBIA
I hate being scared of death at 15. Like, I haven't even graduated high school yet, wdym I'm scared of this thing already??? Can I sleep? NO. Panic attack upon ye
temptation.