TGO QUESTIONNAIRE
PERSONAL
Full name? Santana Anahi Lopez.
Favorite color? Red.
Favorite food? Abuelaās home cooking.
Dream job? Santana doesnāt have high aspirations for herself so sheās never truly contemplated what kind of career she would love to be able to do with the rest of her life. Although, when she was younger, she did dream of being a singer/dancer.
Any pet peeves? Far too many to list.
What are their worst habits? She represses a lot. So much so that she doesnāt deal with things until she blows up and has no choice but to face it. // She sleeps around and itās gone beyond her simply being unable to express affection in any other way. Itās how she gets validation. How she avoids feelings and situations. Itās something that sheās come to rely on because, somehow, it makes her feel good, wanted and simply helps her forget for a little while. And sheāll often take someone not responding to her advances as a personal slight against her.
Do they hide their emotions or express them openly? Santana does her best to hide her emotions although that becomes a difficult task when she feels something intensely -- like anger.
Who was their first crush? She would never admit it but she had a bit of a crush on Puck when they first met. Itās something that sheās never spoken about, not even to Bree or Puck himself.
Describe their first kiss. They were at a friendās 9th birthday party when little Michael Davidson took a dare to kiss Santana. He pulled her aside and talked to her for a little bit. When she was in the middle of a sentence, he leaned in and gave her a peck on the lips. A few of the kids nearby that witnessed the event āoohāed and laughed. None of them really expected Santana to react the way she did -- with a fat lip, Michael fighting off tears, and a furious Santana. // Her first real kiss wouldnāt come until years later where it all happened on her terms and she was the one to make the first move.
Last thing theyāve lied about? Her mother found a wad of cash tucked away in Santanaās jacket, not for the first time and confronted her about it, going so far as to ask if Santana was stripping for the cash. She wasnāt too far off the mark since some of it had come from her online activities but mostly it was money from the Stop. It took her ten minutes of assurances that the money came from waitressing, babysitting jobs, and that some of it came from her simply tucking away a few dollars every now and then.
Whatās their outlook on life? Dim. Sheās had to witness a lot in her 18 years of life and, because of that, itās difficult to see the light at the end of the tunnel, so to speak. She doesnāt see any hope for herself or the city and she can't even bring herself to try because she knows itāll only lead to disappointment. The most she can hope for is to be able to tolerate what the future holds for her.
Biggest insecurity? That sheās not enough. Not strong enough to protect her little brother. Not good enough to be loved. Not smart enough to have a future that wonāt end in an unplanned pregnancy and living paycheck to paycheck.
Greatest achievement? As lame as it may sound to a lot of people, Santana is extremely proud of having been chosen as captain of the Cheerios. She worked her ass off because, despite what many may think, she actually does enjoy it. And to have Sue, who has made her love of her Social cheerleaders abundantly clear, pick her above the rest of them fills her with a sense of pride.
What do they fear? Snakes. // That sheāll end up like every other woman in the Southside, with a shitty life and no way out.
When was the last time theyāve cried? After Sebastian managed to convince her to take her clothes off for him only to have him walk out on her, appearing disgusted. She cried as she pulled her shirt back on after she was sure that Sebastian wouldnāt be coming back. Sheād never felt more humiliated. Not even after her job as a webcam girl was exposed to the whole school. // She almost cried after Marley was Carrieād at the Bash but she felt more disgusted than she did sad about that situation.
Most embarrassing moment? Having fliers passed around at school, advertising her online activities and implying that sheād exchange sexual favors for money.
Do they have any scars? Santana has a scar on her palm from an incident with a broken window and barely-there scars on her knees from her childhood.
What about tattoos? She doesnāt have any tattoos yet but she plans on getting one sooner or later.
Aesthetic? During school hours, Santana is rarely seen without her Cheerios uniform. Out of the uniform, sheās your typical Greaser. Sheāll wear jeans (dark wash) with a low cut top that accentuates her cleavage. Short skirts and skin-tight dresses. While she does own two denim jackets, she is almost never found without her leather jacket. She wears it with everything, wears it with pride. Her hair is typically worn down in loose waves. Her everyday make-up is minimal with only some eyeliner to accentuate her eyes and a little something on her lips -- if not sporting a red lip, her lips are left nude and are perfectly glossed.
HOME LIFE
Who are their parents? (Ideal FCs can be included here) Maribel Lopez Gloria Estefan, Gabriel Lopez Yancey Arias
Do they have any siblings? A little brother named Dylan, after her fatherās love of Bob Dylan.
Do they have any pets? They donāt but that works out just fine because, with a baby in the house, thereās enough to deal with without adding a pet to take care of.
Are they in charge of any household duties? (Paying bills, cooking, doing chores) Santana does chores and helps pay bills. Sheāll cook if necessary but, for the most part, she prefers to do the eating than the actual preparation of the food.
What is their relationship like with their family? Santana and her mother are close -- as close as sheāll allow herself to get. She knows that she could tell Maribel almost anything and sheāll still be loved, but itās her desire not to completely disappoint her mother that keeps her telling lies about where she goes and where the money she has comes from. They co-parent little Dylan so theyāve come to really lean on each other. This is a relationship that Santana would never wish to lose. // Santana and her grandmother used to be so close but things started to change as she grew older. She tells herself itās because of all the lying that she and Alma grew distant but thatās not true. If sheās honest then sheāll admit that she started to pull away from her grandmother once she realized that she was attracted to women. She loves her grandmother so much but if she were to find out about Santanaās sexuality then sheād disown her own grandchild in an instant. And that would kill Santana.
Earliest memory of their family? Being around four years old, sitting on her fatherās lap with her little hands on the steering wheel. The car was barely moving but it didnāt change how exhilarating it was for her to feel like she was actually driving. What she remembers most, though, is the sound of her fatherās voice as he sung along with the radio and his laughter at whatever silly thing she may have said.
The best memory with their family? While her parents were legally married before she was born, she was six when they decided to renew their vows and have a church wedding. She remembers how happy her grandmother was to have her son finally be married in the eyes of God. She remembers how beautiful her mom looked and how pretty her own dress was. She remembers laughing with her mom and dad and dancing on his feet.
What about the worst? Standing at the graveyard, watching her fatherās casket be lowered into the ground. Her grandmother was openly weeping and her hand was linked with that of her mother. They hadnāt stopped touching since they arrived, quietly drawing strength from one another.
Describe their home. Itās a simple four bedroom home. The place is decorated with a combination of her motherās knick-knacks, pictures of family, and religious objects of her grandmotherās (statute of the Virgin Mary and crucifixes). There is no particular color scheme because itās a mix of everything as things such as the couch and armchair were bought more based on their functionality and comfort than looks. Despite the mix and match feel to everything, it works. With Dylan around, there is no room that doesnāt have at least one baby object in it, from his toys scattered around the living room and a blankie tossed over the arm of the couch to his little rubber duckie in the bathroom.Ā
What does their room look like? Santana tries to keep things simple in her room. She sticks to neutral tones with the occasional splash of red here and there. Her bed is soft and, by far, the biggest thing in her room, taking up most of the space. She has a small closet and a dresser where her clothes are typically tucked away into though itās not uncommon for her to have few articles of clothing on top of the dresser or on the small desk tucked away in a corner of her room. The desk has a lamp and just enough space for her to work with but itās rarely more than just another flat surface for her to place her belongings on as she tends to sit on her bed while doing her school work. And the desk chair? Itās where she hangs up her leather jacket every time she comes home (with another, old jacket tucked away in the back of her closet). Sheās not one for knick-knacks though she does have one or two that her mother gave her. Mostly, she has pictures. By her bedside, she has a picture of Dylan and her mom and another of herself and her father. On her walls, sheās forgone posters, instead choosing to tape up pictures (with a few framed) that sheās collected over the years -- pictures of the lot and her friends, of her cheering and some childhood pictures.
LIMA
What do they love about Lima? The Greasers. Sometimes Santana thinks that sheās made it as long as she has because she has them. Other times theyāre just good people to be around. But, mostly, theyāre her family.
What do they hate about it? The entire Northside.
When was the first time they realized that not all Lima residents were the same? It wasnāt just one incident that made her realize the truth. She was five and in kindergarten. It started with some teasing of her name and that she could handle. There werenāt that many Santanas running around, after all. But it was what came after that began to open her eyes. The jokes involving her clothes, her motherās junky old car that sheād pick her up in. Noticing the stark differences between herself and the Socials. It was during that time that she was first called a Greaser. And, maybe, it was that day that changed her. It was as though she were officially branded and she could no longer be sweet and naive.
Do they see any hope for change? Not at all.
Is Lima āhomeā or do they have plans to leave? Santana doesnāt think that the city, as a whole, would ever truly feel like home, yet she doesnāt see herself ever leaving.
What is their favorite place in Lima? The Lot is like a second home to her. Itās the one place that she doesnāt have to worry about Socials ruining. The one place that she could just be herself and have that be enough.Ā
If they could change labels for one day, what would be the first thing that theyād do? Use all of that money to get the hell out of Lima.
















