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Love, Kitty(´∀｀)♡

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For a Brief Moment, A letter to Hide. 

My best friend from high school, that’s what I used to call you. I dreamt about you last night you know, but it was more like a memory. Sitting on our hill; you’d just talk for hours and I’d just watch. Millions of words crossed my mind, thinking of what to say, but as soon as I started to speak my voice wouldn’t come out. Then the dream changed, I dreamt you had children and a big house. You talked with eyes shining with the same sunshine that reminded me of your hair; of you. The children running around looking exactly like you, but the youngest has black hair…..like me. Pictures flooded your big house, of you, three beautiful children, and me. I wanted that moment to last forever, for that brief moment in the middle of the night, I loved you more than anything.

Everything had changed from high school. More people appeared, and I, well I had changed. Life had become complicated, and I wouldn’t let you in, I couldn’t. I thought that maybe because it’s you, that I’d find the courage to tell you, but I was a coward. Terrified, more for you than for me. We would meet occasional, at first. I thought you’d always noticed the way I looked at you; that you’d already knew what my eyes portrayed. One night, you came over (remember? That night?) and I thought for a moment that maybe you were as confused as I was. We went to sit on our hill, watching the stars and again all I needed was to hear your voice, but for some reason you were silent. All you did was look at me, with eyes that I know all too well from personal experience. For that brief moment, I knew that you were confused too.