#textlucas

Bobbie: I know you all must already know or have at least picked up on Flynn and I fighting and I'm sorry to anybody that has been dragged into our mess, but I'm sending this to clear the air. Flynn and I lied to you all and I am sorry. We lied about the pact and we didn't have sex Freshman year. We swore to never tell anybody and by doing that, we didn't stick up for Tristan when we had the chance to and letting that happen is one of my biggest regrets in life, but so is going on and continuously lying to all of you. Some of you will care and some of you won't, but after finding out Flynn told our secret to someone--someone presumably not in our friend group--I have been a mess and riddled with guilt and anxiety that you all would find out from someone else and not by me being brave enough to tell you myself. So... Here it is. The truth. Why Flynn and I were fighting: Because he told our secret. Why it took me so long to say anything: Because I felt guilty and ashamed for not speaking up when I had the chance because I was scared. Why I'm coming clean now: Because I can't keep this secret knowing that Flynn told someone else when it was a pact between all of us and you all deserve to know that we didn't follow through and lied about it. And I don't mean to make this sound like Flynn is the bad guy in all of this, because he's not. We both lied. I told him I was coming clean and that I would not be okay until I did and because he knows how guilty I have felt keeping this from everybody for so long and because he used our secret for his own gain, he supports me in telling you all that I'm a virgin.