#tet rambles

No offence but I'm fucking pissed at the Russian and Ukrainian government right now. Remember MH17? The airplane? I know you guys will be asking didn't that happened more than a year ago?! That was in 2014! Why bring it up now? Exactly, its been more than a year already And yet, NO ONE has owned up to who was the one guilty of the horrible, horrible, crime. Until now, both sides are pushing the blame onto each other. And that what makes me the mad most. Like for fuck sakes its BOTH your faults. Reports have shown, it was a Russian BUK missile that shot down the plane. Its Russian made. RUSSIAN. YOU CANT SPELL RUSSIAN WITHOUT RUSSIA. IT'S FROM YOUR COUNTRY FOR FUCK SAKES. You made that death trap, you have blood on your hands. You gave that to the ukranian rebels. And the rebels? Your leader said they weren't the one who shot it? Fuck you and your lies. If it wasnt you guys then who was it? Did it fucking launch itself??? You denied my country's entry of gaining excess to the crash site at the early stages, prolonging our investigation. You blame each other for shooting the plane and denying reports shown by the dutch, saying it was biased. Bullshit. That's what is it. Cowards. Don't you dare tell me the airplane shouldn't have flown over a place which was deemed unsafe. Don't you fucking dare blame it on the Malaysian airlines. They were flying on the set altitude which was considered a safe zone which was set by YOU. Plus, there were other commercial planes flying near us at the time. So don't you bloody fucking dare tell me that the airplane wouldn't have been shot if it rerouted and its MA's fault they didn't. It makes me made that the people responsible for this manslaughter has not been brought to justice. 298 lives lost. 43 were from my country, my people, my family. Want to know something? Malaysians who were flying from Netherlands to KL were coming home for a celebration. Hari Raya. Its something like a new years celebration where families gather together and celebrate. They were coming home, finally meeting up with their families again. But they never reached. It wasn't only us who suffered but other countries too. That's what make it even more important for the perpetrators to receive their punishment. To be brought to justice. To make them realise how much suffering they have caused just because of their stupid fucking war. I know there are more pressing things to attend like the Paris shootings or the isis threat. And I'm being selfish complaining about something that has happened more than a year ago. But I can't help it. They were part of me, my country. And now we have to wait till next year for another report and hopefully who shot the missile. I am deeply thankful for the Dutch investigation board for conducting the investigation and giving out reports. Like really, thank you. But I really really want the people held responsible to pay for their actions as soon as possible.

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When I walked out of the kitchen I saw a moth on the floor and me being the one who is scared of moths I voiced out my displeasure to my mom while sitting down on the chair warily eying it. My mom responded "You know they said moths are actually the souls of deceased, so that means that there is a spirit visiting, I think thats grandma." and with that the moth flew to my head. Naturally, I cried out in alarm and my mom continued. "Oh look, grandma is giving you a kiss." Sometimes, I really wish my mom would stop talking.

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