idk what day it si but it’s april 24
im feeling okay i thought i had therapy but it’s thursday and i have a shit ton of shit to do but i’m chillin in a bathroom as usual
some changes but not what i expected lately
went up to a third packet recently and it seems like a good pace for me cause i’m noticing shit but i have lots of time to adjust. may still go up to a half and see how i feel but im alright w my transition taking years longer than most ppl
it’s helped me with a lot of dysphoria issues, still don’t know how long i’ll stay on but i’m liking it so far. fucking bald again always helps. my face is puffier?? only gained notes so far, none of my upper register is gone and i’m only three notes off that goddamn four octave mark so that’s going great so long as i do my exercises. doing the high ones is the worst so it probably wouldn’t be the end of the world if i did lose some. learned that BW (mostly moi) talks in fry and that’s probably why if he’s out for a few days my voice gets sore, trying to work it up a little in my register but it makes him sound co
UHH what else, i’m stronger. emotions are weird but idk what all that’s from. depression has been kinda rough and i don’t realize it until i’m not depressed.
a lack of motivation tends to be the main killer issue, but also my brain is foggy as hell all the time and it really gets in the way of overall functioning
uhhh but it’s gonna be okay! really believe that. i should post more and prob take my meds more and yeah hope everyone’s feeling alright today
