#tenmetsu

Right now its 1am, and I can’t sleep at all– it happens like once a month, I have really bad insomnia and just feel compelled to get out of bed because of worry, stress, anxiety etc. Needless to say, tonight I had a lot on my mind. 

I was so shocked when I saw this beautiful, thoughtful, and just… stunning gift. I’m holding back more tears to type this; because I’m overwhelmed with emotion!!! I wasn’t expecting anything like this and I just feel so loved and my OCs always feel loved when they get drawn and just… omg. Just to know that you dedicated your time and talent to me makes me so emotional... You always put so much love and detail into my girls. I’m always thrilled to see them from you. You are so kind and just... omg.

Thank you so, so much.

Thank you from Memento, a shut-in painter who loves to draw as much as she loves the taste of flesh.

Thank you from Liason, a clumsy thief who does her best even when she’s tripping all over herself.

Thank you from Gesu; a small woman from a desert village who hides her true self under layers of clothes out of shyness.

Thank you from Parfaye; a poor girl whose dream was to wear cute clothes, so she learned how to sew to create the outfits of her dreams.

Thank you from Bubblegram, a gemstone-turned-human who loves readin shojo manga and dreams of living the life of a normal high school girl.

Thank you from Tenmetsu, a mostly-blind young woman who wants nothing but happiness for her family and friends, and to follow in the footsteps of her father, a former pirate captain.

Thank you from Kamakiri, an extremely unconfident and eccentric noblewoman who always hated the way she looked, always finding herself to be very ugly.

Thank you from Chiffon; a little shark girl whose anxiety makes it hard for her to do many things, but she does her best despite her fragile psyche.

And thank you so much from me; I’m honestly just overcome with emotion. You are one of my best friends in this whole world, and I’m always sending love and good vibes your way. I always want you to find happiness, even when things get tough or ugly… All these years, you’ve been an amazing friend and just a wonderfully positive and beautiful person in my life. Even when you disappear for a long, long time, I’m still thinking of you!!! And cheering you on!! Never forget that, alright?  ❤ (ɔˆз(ˆ⌣ˆc) I’m always here for you…

I’m 24 now and I feel so old, ahaha… But I’ll always feel like a kid on the inside, ‘cause I’ve never grown out of the things I loved from my childhood. I go to work, I help pay bills… but my heart and mind haven’t changed much. I’m afraid of the future and what it holds; I’ve always been the type who just wants things to stay the same… Same routine, same video games, same anime I re-watch ahaha… Idk what the future holds, but I’m so happy that I’ve had a friend like you, for all these years, to remember even when I’m a little old lady…

I hope my rambling wasn’t too obnoxious… I’m really emotional tonight, and when I am blessed enough to hear from you, I always just feel a surge of nostalgia and happiness!!! Thank you so much for this… You are wonderful. And I just want you to have an amazing week, an amazing year– and I’m always here for you if you ever need anything. ;_____;