#tempoxbeat

        “i know you have things of your own to do          and i know that you probably are just pitying me          but im just having a really bad day and           you seem like youd be trustworthy i guess          go ahead and prove me wrong after this but          just hear me out

         my best friend has a crush on me and i          dont know what to make of that while i can          barely keep my head above water what with          work school and being a damn GODDESS or          whatever... its a lot! its hard to act as if nothing          happened when i disappeared off the face          of the earth for over five years and then think          that i was just in some weird coma like state          only to just... try to fit in with the world

         i just hate that im being forced to try and          blend in with the world when im the very person          that helped in CREATING it and im treated like          such garbage and every time i snap and say          i created the universe im almost admitted into          the nearest psyche ward and i just--

         i thought that it would be different          i thought it would be better          ...i guess that hope was shattered just like          everything else”