Ā Ā it feels somewhat odd, if heās honest. new, if anything. theyād been at this numerous times before, yet this time, itās more nerve-wracking than the advisor had hoped for. itās a lot more difficult as well, the prospect of a date--- one of many, ought to have been something to relax with. ought to be something comfortable for both parties involved, yet here ignis stands, brows furrowed into a frown as if to ... figure out where to even begin. how to begin, even?
Ā Ā losing his sight hadnāt been easy. and it shows--- daily routines have changed for him as well as something as normal to him as picking out an outfit to wear for a damned date of all things. hell, even styling his hair doesnāt come as easy as it once had and the advisor is left to wonder how heās ever going to be able to make himself look presentable for the shield.
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AK. Probably the first person who interacted w/ me on here that didnāt know me from one of my previous blogs. We started by throwing memes back and forth and the kisses meme happened and she messaged me toĀ ask / clarify some stuff. Iāve mentioned it before but I went into FFXV not shipping anything and then. We bounced a few ideas back and forth, put together the first thread and ho boy. FEELS. The kiss thread and then the sharing the bed thread. AND EVERYTHING ELSE. Be it asks or threads, theyāve grown together so much. And even w/ the bumps in the road, itās still so much joy to see where things go.Ā
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You want a soft bean?Ā Then look no further. Itās so easy to talk oocĀ w/ AK and honestly, Iām glad that we started doing it. From muse stuff to just everyday things to anything in-between. Like that sweet Pin.teres.t board that makes me weep every time I look @ it. And, like. All the muses!!Ā Itās interesting seeing her take on both Gladio and Prom and to see the differences between hers and mine. Even tho our current interactions Hurt sdfghjkl.
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SWEET POTATO MASH. Not so innocent potato bc I got dragged into Promnis straight away w/ the promise of cute fanart and interactions lmao. We will have a Proper Thing⢠going on at some point.Ā and Come camp in my inbox.Ā Well, itās been a while since weāve been writing together and those are still true pffft.Ā
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Also, that sweet sweet fanart she draws. Like holy moly, I only caught a stream once but nglĀ I was :0 for the majority of it bc Talent and Patience. Honestly, I would have cried midway through the drawing. :ā)
Her Iggy??Ā Incredible. Whenever I read her replies whether to my stuff or in general, I can hear his voice and thatās amazing imo. Especially w/ my goldfish memory oops.Ā And not only that but also the way he speaks and acts and. Can I say everything? Bc everything.Ā
"just back off, noct, and let me handle this one for you."
Soā¦thatās his deal.
Gladio had gotten close, stiflingly so lately. She appreciated it for the most part. Sheād made a lot of enemies before the Eternal Night, many of them still held the grudge, and she had far fewer shadows to hide in. It was nice to have a shield. The last few months hadnāt been easy on either of them. Suddenly she was in the light, working to rebuild Insomnia, getting the computer systems and infrastructure back to work so they could start rebuilding some kind of society. And for Gladio? The wounds of Noctisā dead were still fresh. He thought he was being subtle, thought he was hiding it well, but there were signs that he was struggling to figure out where to go next.
And then the assassins started coming for her head. Old grudges indeed.
She stepped aside and let him do his thing. The greatsword ran through the ex-hunters hired to kill her. Some were still alive, they would be questioned so she could make a visit to whoever hated her so much. But many of the bodies laying across the floor were by her doing. Sombra was not a delicate flower, some pampered royal to be protected. Did she understand he was hurting? Yeah, sheād been there too. Was she going to allow herself to be his emotional crutch while he deals with the burden off loss though? Hell no.
āI didnāt know I reminded you so much of His Majesty.ā Stern his face and set was his brow, but she sees his expression falter just a moment as she closes the distance between them. Shame. Sombra crossed her arms, looked him down despite the height difference, and in her voice was a cold edge,ā Look, I get itās been tough on you. I know what itās like to loose someone you love, and I know itās confusing when someone whoās been a big part of your life is suddenly gone forever.ā
āBut if you think Iām going to just let you turn me into his replacement, you can fuck off right now. I donāt need a bodyguard. I donāt deserve to be your plan b. And honestly? Youāre smart enough to know Iāll never fill the hole he left because Iām nothing like him.ā
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Ā Ā itās clear by the surprise on both ignisā and gladioās face that the action hadnāt been expected. let alone thought of possible. the situation certainly didnāt call for it--- didnāt call for the advisorās frustration and anger to get to the point in which physical means had to have been taken and yet, here he stood, hand still clenched into a fist even as he pulled back, eyes wide and trying to make sense of what--- why heād resorted to this of all things.Ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā āgladio, i---ā
Ā Ā Ā on gladio, no less.
Ā Ā which is what had made the situation that much worse, come think of it, really. the shieldās the last person ignis would have wished this upon and yet the longer he stares, the more realization kicks in--- hands are dropped, fingers splayed wide in a form of surrender and if he were paying attention, heād notice the slight trembles that had taken over as well. instead, his gaze focuses on gladio, the sickening sound with which the shield sets back his nose enough to have the advisor wince and shrink a bit under the other manās full height. all in all he deserves the treatment. hell, ignis would deserve the same treatment in turn,Ā
Ā Ā though somehow the words that flow out of gladioās mouth end up feeling much, much worse.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā [ 'donāt fucking touch me like that ever again.' ]
Ā Ā itās said with much more venom than he would have liked and while the shield has all the right for it, it still hurts. the guilt is there, plain as day, brows furrowed in a frown as the advisor tries to find words that would explain and excuse his actions, though not really finding any. instead he drops his head.Ā āi .. yes, apologies, gladio, i--- i hadnāt meant for that.ā yet it doesnāt convey how sorry he actually feels. far from it. he doesnāt dare move closer, or hell, lay a hand on gladio, if only to try and make the situation better--- heās way past that point by now, it seems.Ā āi shall .. stay out of your way, then.ā
Astrals, he's usually better than this at keeping his composure. He's usually better at keeping himself in check, shaking off the overwhelming urge to scream until his throat is raw and all his emotions are free. Better better better. He's never lost his temper quite like this. Never around others. That's why he has vices, why he clings to the toxic chemicals that burn his throat and lungs every time he smokes. A precaution of sorts when things become too much in order to avoid snapping at people who don't deserve it.
And now.
Red. He's seen red when Gladio attempted to comfort him in his own, rougher, way. He's seen crimson the moment there was a hand even inches away from face, a hand that wanted nothing more than to cup an overheating cheek and try to unclench that painfully tight jaw. A gesture meant to help only to be rejected in perhaps one of the cruelest ways -- a slap to the face, one hard enough to be felt even after the contact has been broken. Pinpricks in the blond's hand and a tingling sensation on the Shield's cheek.
The worst of all is probably that Prompto can see the shock. Recognizes that such reaction out of himself was never expected. And he doesn't stop. His mind is going a mile an hour, thoughts blurring together while his mouth moves and forms words. He's shouting his frustrations at Gladio, nearing that damn point where he can feel himself tearing up because of it but stubbornly fighting it back. Because he wants to get the other to understand that he's tired of being treated like this. That he can handle things on his own, has done so for as long as he can goddamn remember.
Arms raise, palms open in surrender and there's agreement to his words. For a moment he expects to be listened to, prompted to go on about what makes him angry. Or, instead, to be treated roughly, unlike he's made of glass -- a punch in return or something. But no. What follows is the complete opposite. Maybe even worse. Gladio turns around and leaves, slams the door closed with a little more strenght than needed without offering a second thought.
"I DIDN'T TELL YOU TO LEAVE!" yelled pointlessly at the closed door, hands balling themselves into fists at his sides. This. This isn't what he wanted! He hasn't said anything about the other leaving, what the hell?!
It has to be the anger that still courses through his veins like fire that fuels him to follow after the Shield. His footsteps are heavy, accentuated by his boots but also by the way he presses himself into every step. It has to be for he's carrying himself unlike before -- back straight, shoulders pulled back, golden eyebrows knitted into a frown. He looks like he means business. Or is looking for trouble.
The night's chill has him shiver for a moment before he steps further. It gets a hold of his neck, strangles the words before they can even reach his mouth but not enough for him to swallow them back down. "Is this your solution?!" tone more accusing than Gladio has probably ever heard Prompto use before "Just - Just leaving like this?! Face me!"
He may as well be asking for an early meeting with Etro or whatever deity has enough empathy left to still watch over him.
under his hands, prompto's bare skin is lavished, loved, cared for deeply by callused and scarred skin. they slide, up prompto's waist and to his chest, back down his sides and to his hips. all the while, he's moving slow, his fingers applying a little pressure to massage as he goes. "perfect," he murmurs, "fuckin' beautiful. gorgeous. look at you, an angel.."
Breath sucked in when calloused hands ghost over waist, Prompto canāt help but avert his gaze to the side. Itās little moments like these in which insecurities sneak in and gang up on him. Has he put weight back on?Ā Or is it his mind playing cruel tricks on himself and making him think heās got a pudgy stomach when thatās not the case?Ā And what does Gladio think when he runs hands over pale skin?Ā Is he put off by the softness that he meets before it transitions into stiffness?Ā
Over the chest then back down on the sides. An exhale on the return trip, sapphires daring to steal a glance upwards. And, oh, what he sees is so far from what he expects. Fear drums a heavy rhythm in his chest, almost suffocating and deafening, as he searches those ambers for any hint of the very emotions that he dreads seeing -- disgust, contempt, annoyance.Ā But no. Instead, heās met with love and kindness and care. Heās met with a gentle smile, with adoring looks.Ā
A shuddering breath escapes him and honestly, he isnāt sure if itās because of the fingers applying pressure every so often and somehow hitting all the good spots or the tears welling up in his eyes. Maybe both. Yeah, definitely both. Those digits are working their magic and coupled with the sweet words that drip like honey from the Shieldās lips?Ā Itās enough to make Prompto melt, to make him blink repeatedly in a poor attempt to clear the tears in his eyes. To no avail, however, as in the next moment, they are slowly making their way down the sides of his face.Ā
Cry he does, body rocking with each soft sob while a hand comes up to cover his face, back of it pressed against his eyes although it does nothing when the sniffles also come on. Itās all too much, things heās not used to, willĀ neverĀ be used. Which is not Gladioās fault, no, it isnāt. Itās his own fault, his low self-esteem and his willingness to please others first and thenĀ take care of himself if he still can.Ā
Angel, huh?Ā A divine being that humans used to not be able to look at since they couldnāt be comprehended although heās pretty sure heās not being compared to those. Instead, heās one of the ones with golden (Ā shatteredĀ )Ā halos and (Ā ripped clean offĀ )Ā wings that wanderĀ the Earth with a certainĀ innocenceĀ to themselves yet they are so much more. So so much more. They ( he ) are ( is ) fire and water, an explosion of stars too pretty to look at, an anomaly that canāt be understood no matter what with sharp smirks that to others may appear as sheepish grins.
Lips curl into what wishes to be a smile yet is only the mould for one that fills with sadness that nearly spills over. Another gasp between choked breaths as he tries to talk.Ā āS - sorry, itās nothing. Nothing, nothing.āĀ and a laugh that oozes so much emotion -- uncertainty but also happinessĀ āI just. I still canāt believe that this is happening. And I. And I expect to wake up. To wake up back in the old apartment on the day we are supposed to leave. And, yanno, for all of it to be a dream. A beautifulĀ dream.āĀ
It must sound so silly. Little worries that keep him awake at night. Thoughts at the back of his mind that vanish during the day in favour of focusing on the task at hand (Ā monster hunting, errand running, setting camp and whatever elseĀ )Ā only to return to haunt him the moment he can rest for even a bit. Itās always when his mind doesnāt have anything else to focus on that the thoughts creep back in. The what-ifs, the insecurities, the worries. How many times has he literally worried himself sick?Ā Lost count by now.Ā
Half-lidded eyes peek from underneath his arm before he moves it away completely. A dopey smile has taken over this time as if drained of feeling from the sudden bout of crying.Ā āEven if it turns out to be a beautiful dream, itās the best dream Iāve had in a long while. Iām happy. Honestly.āĀ