Aug 11, 2014
sporadic check in: nope, quit the show and fandom both but I'm still not over, "I'm the one who brewed you right and steeped you to perfection." it's still beautiful.
#teastiel#thingstiel#before you point out that I'm watching SPN right now let me explain you a thing#…yes. yes I am#because I am miserable and sick and there's no way that I am not anemic right now#but I'm taking supplemental iron and it's not getting any better#which means that there is a possibility of blood transfusions being a thing I have to do#and do not want#and this prospect sounds terrible#the last time I had to get a blood transfusion i was 13 and the nurse checking me in#couldn't find a vein?? like she tried seven times and then had to go get a friend and then her friend had to go get a doctor#because my veins just WOULD NOT COOPERATE and then it was just#I don't want to do it ever again okay#and if I want to cope with this by watching the handful of SPN episodes I still have good feels about#(so far this has meant Red Sky At Morning 5.04 4.18 Lazarus Rising and On the Head of a Pin)#then I'm going to do it in the hopes of ending up less miserable#SPN for ts#don't judge me I'm already judging myself#food mention cw#medical cw for tags
