ease my mind, wanna be missed, palace!
ease my mind: what makes you feel at peace? what is your perfect future like? what do you do at the end of a long day to unwind?
i feel at peace when i’m able to sit outside and draw; it happens like two times a year and i love it. in the future i wanna own a gay vegan bakery/cafe with my wife so i can just bake and make pride bracelets all day. with some acting side gigs bc i love theatre. i also wanna adopt a pregnant cat and keep all the kittens so i can name them after avatar characters. and be in taylor swift’s squad. at the end of long day’s i’m pretty content to watch a lil netflix and work on some bracelets. especially when i don’t have orders to worry about, because i can make whatever i want.
wanna be missed: how dependent or independent are you in a relationship? do you like a lot of space, or a lot of intimacy? how do you feel about electronic (vs face to face) communication?
honestly i used to be really dependent and needy but im working on it bc it’s not healthy for me or my partner so i’m hoping i’m more independent now. i’ll have to get into a non-shitty relationship to confirm. i like a lot of intimacy tho like plz let me always hold your hand or cuddle or whatever. literally my ex couldn’t walk anywhere with me (when we were dating that is) without me holding her hand. we don’t need to be doing the same thing like i’ll just put my head in ur lap or vice versa and we’ll both do our separate things. i do prefer face to face communication but i also really to enjoy texting and other electronic means of communication. basically i’m down with any way i can talk to the people i care about. with my two best friends it’s pretty much our only means of communication, lol.
palace: who is your favourite memory? what’s your favourite story with/about them? why don’t you two speak anymore?
my favorite memory would be my old friend j. he was my best friend for probably about 6 months right after i left high school. i worked at a camp that summer and he had basic training for the national guard, so we were mostly just texting back and forth whenever we had a chance. we grew really close really quickly largely because i found him really easy to talk to, which doesn’t happen too often for me, and i told him a lot that i don’t normally tell people about. anyways, favorite memory. one day during one of our talks i offhandedly mentioned that i wanted a pocket knife (they were hella useful at camp, but i had never gotten around to looking for or buying one.) a few days later he told me that he sent me something in the mail. naturally i was expected a letter because i bother EVERYONE to send me letters at camp because nothing is more exciting then letter at camp. a few days later a group of us were heading off camp to hangout in town and we stopped to check the mail on the way out, and there was a package addressed to me! i opened it and realized he had sent me his old pocket knife. it’s my favorite bc i was so touched that he remembered my offhand comment that i wanted one and trusted me enough to send me his that probably had sentimental value. we don’t talk anymore though because i told him i really liked him (i still thought i was straight at this time; it’s some weird feelings here) but he didn’t feel the same, and he stopped talking to me a week later.