#tdcconner

Baron looked at Douglas asleep in the bed next to him.   "God your a drug" He muttered slipping out of the bed.  He walked out to his fridge smiling when he saw that he had a bottle of honey Jack Daniels felt.  Setting it on the table he grabbed a shot glass then looked at his still luggage still unpacked,  then back at his bedroom.  Taking a deep breath he got up and walked over to his Bags reaching in.  He pulled out his "gift' to Douglas i meant something to him he knew likely it wouldn't to Douglas.

 Placing the chain around his he locked the padlock and held the key on the chain in front of him.  He walked back into the bed room watching Douglas,  He was sure he never saw him so calm, he gave a small smile before he bent over kissing his forehead.  He placed one more key on the chain before putting it on his neck walking away.  

"Shit, I cant have them both."  Baron said looking at the bottle in front of him.  He poured some in to the shot glass then just set it aside opting to drink straight from the bottle.   3/4s of the way though the bottle Baron remembered what Oz had said to him.  He dialed Conner's number and half way decided it was best to make the call out side in the hall.  In the process the now drunk baron tripped over his coffee table.  Looking back in on Douglas he smiled walking out.  

hanging up he dropped the phone on the floor as he sat in the hall thinking of his first day back.  Scraps being back complicated things he knew what he wanted or he thought he did then Scraps was there. And of course he opened his damn mouth.  Grabbing his phone a gain he sent a voice message.  

Baron wasn't even sure how he got to his apartment or in his bed for that matter all he knew is he was watching Bandit and the babies from his bed.  He remembered what was said in the Elevator and Scraps being gone.  All of it was too much at once.  And then where were the feelings for Val that were surfacing.  Baron lay there emotionless just watching band watch him as her babies crawled over her.   Part of him wanted to cry agian just let all of it out.  but he was to tired for that. 

Rolling over he He looked at the wall on it was some of his sketches including one of Conner sleeping that he had drawn from memory.  Pulling out his phone he sent a text telling Conner he needed to come get Bandit and the babies.  One it said that it was sent he sat up looking at the phone.  Something in him snapped and he threw it against the wall he watched it shatter.  getting up he walked past Bandit cage into the living room he shut the door behind him.  

there where memories every where he hated it.  the Kitchen the Bathroom.  Memories of Him and Douglas of him and Scraps and even of him and Conner.  He wanted to destroy everything in his path, and he Proceeded to do so.  Glasses where thrown against the wall,  a Picture he had framed of Leith the piglet Douglas had once owned.  it was also thrown against the wall.  By time baron was done there was nothing left but his tv table and couch the rest of the place looked like someone had robbed him.  Screaming he punched the wall several time before collapsing against it.   His hand bleed and he sat against it crying.  

Baron walked in to his apartment with a smirk.  It felt like he was awake after a very long nap.  Bandit ran up to him but stopped half way across the room.  He let out a laugh as she slowly approached him.

"You really can tell animal instincts are real"  He smiled walking up to her.  he bent down scooping her up.  "Don't worry girl I still love you to say the least"  he scratched her head and smiled as she moved on to his shoulder.   "The rest maybe a different story"  He began to look at his apartment it had become a mess since he "fell" apart He even knew when it happened.  When he first lost oz.  Something in him broke when he lost her the first time.  He had become afraid of being who he was.  Of being someone that told people how he felt.  and at the core of his breaking was his anger.  His emotions in a sense broke.  

Sitting on the Couch he shook his head as Bandit moved down next to him on the couch. "Hmm maybe we are very much alike than I knew"  Her attitude seemed to match his as he sat down playing with the very blade he had thrown at Bruce earlier.   hearing a knock on the door he stood and looked out the peep whole.  

"Fuck" baron muttered to himself opening the door leaning against the frame.

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