Okay so my anxiety disappears, like, DISAPPEARS, and suddenly I'm able to plan out the next few months properly and do them as they were planned, pass all my classes, do the long-term project and the summer internship and balance them all properly and they all turn out to be things I can get good at and the path to the future opens up and also my favourite cancelled show comes back.
wow, you're so right. this is the absolute best thing that could happen. and also what i love about it is that it gives you the space to realize that these are all things you can do even with your anxiety, that the ability has been there the whole time, and that anxiety isn't fear, it's hope in overdrive. and i think realizing that you're so full of hope that you vibrate with it helps you to see that the path to the future is already there and you're already walking on it and it's going to bring you to the most amazing places you could think of.
