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After all of the darkness and sadness Soon comes happiness If I surround my self with positive things I'll gain prosperity

coarse now, no tears came out sip wine, as if I can imagine the pain

After tossing through an anxiety ridden sleepless night, I decide I am not going to New York in the morning. 5 a.m. take the cowardly way out, text message Sarah my decision: “Not coming. Sorry.” Relief is overwhelming and I resign myself to sleep at 5:15. An hour and twenty later my phone rings (seemed I forgot to switch it to silent mode). I wrestle with my sheets, reach for the phone. Not surprisingly it’s Sarah, calling to convince me to change me mind. I’m bitter. “Kelsey, you’re being ridiculous” she persists “just get ready and get on the train, I haven’t see you in two months.” “I don’t want to.” Groggily. “Kelsey, you have to come here it’s your last chance to see The Gates! You were so excited about seeing them.” She pleads. “I don’t care any more.” It’s a lie. “Alright, I can’t believe you’re making me do this but I guess I’m going to have to bust out the big guns.” She pauses dramatically and I wait. She inhales slow and heavy, lowers her voice to a whisper- “Listen, I know a restaurant here that serves the best cheeseburgers in the world.” She says it like she’s letting me in on a potentially lucrative, top-secret business venture. “Did you hear me? In the world Kelsey! We’re going to eat there. You can possibly resist the best cheeseburger in the world!” She quips, “So, I’ll see you in a few hours.” It isn’t a question but she waits for my response. Silence. “Kelsey, you better get here or I’m coming to Connecticut to kidnap you.” “Fine” I say dejectedly. Sigh. She gets me.