#tbd lmao

yk the wip is old when u have to remove a 67 joke out of shame

there was one time in my life in which i was very (very confident) in my body and did a boudoir photo shoot. i thought i had lost those photos forever in a move a few years back but i found them all on an old drive and looking though them… sorry but im hot lmfaoo

alright thats it im gatekeeping

when i was a kid i had this like, special diet bc of my disability. and my dad always let me break it bc 1) he was in denial that i was sick and 2) he knew i’d want to spend time with him that way so he could circumvent the emotional responsibilities part of parenthood. but anyway bc of that i sometimes asked to spend time w/ my dad and not my mom bc he’d . let me eat cheeseburgers. that was as deep as it went. i was 8. i wanted a cheeseburger. i didn’t get that it was bad for my health. and my mom still makes me feel guilt over that. and she’s allowed to have her feelings hurt bc like, she’s a person. but i was still like, 8. i just realized that i...shouldn’t have to feel guilty for something that was entirely my dad’s fault. he was the parent and i was a child. end of story