Theres just so much bullshit
I didn't bring her Christmas present with me again and I feel like the biggest scumbag.
my mom is driving me fucking insane, like could she be any more bitchy today. we were less then 15 minutes away from her house but she wouldn't drop me off, she insisted on driving me the 30-40 minutes to take the train from Ridgewood which will take me over 2 hours to get to union.
she's giving me the best Christmas I've ever had and I'm not doing the same for her
I have to pee like a race horse with no bathroom in sight for ~2 hours because I'm scared I'll miss my train
but on a side note, I got one thing going for me.
I'm in the best, most healing, healthiest relationship I've ever had and I'm completely in love with her. and for some unknown reason.. she loves me too.