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Manifesting my writing powers tonight, so give this a like for a starter~~~.

+ sho was raised by his father after the death of his mother. + his mother died from an illness when he was about nine , but prior to that she was incredibly supportive of her son and despite being weak ( physically ) a lot , she put on a good face and did her best to keep up w/ sho. she often bought him math books and let him go on tangents about numbers and art to her and asked questions and encouraged curiosity and was someone to lean on. v important in his life as a kid. + prior to his mother dying , they were a relatively fine family. sometimes his father was harsh or lost his temper but mostly ??? it was okay. after his mother died , however , things got tougher in a lot of ways. his father was not supportive , not comforting , not a good source of stability in sho’s life. + as a child sho was never overly aggressive , but he wasn’t passive either. he’d stand his ground and he’d fight back , provided you threw the first punch. as he got older , angrier , kids got meaner . . . sometimes he gave the first blow. sparingly , still.  + he used to be pretty devout in his catholic faith but ??? sometime in his teens he sort of stopped. he believed in a god but in a . . . ‘ there is a god somewhere ’ but not in a ‘ i believe he is salvation ’ sort of way ??? like how when you tell someone ‘ you can do i believe in you !!! ’ that sort of believe. he didn’t feel that anymore.