#tansyroake

So terrified by the scale of it all,

That I must escape into banality.

I bloody love the chrispy bits,

Theyre just so god damn good!

I’d have it all as chrispy bits,

If only I fucking could.

There are things that I wont tell people,

I don’t even tell myself,

Like if I have a mental illness,

Or worry too much about my health.

I wish that I could talk more,

Honestly I do,

But every time I try,

I just end up staring at you.

When I think of opening up,

It makes me kind of scared,

That I might reveal things to myself,

That I never even dared,

Give credence to,

Or tried to understand,

But…